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Feels like just medical surgery not loss of a baby
Feels like just medical surgery not loss of a baby
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Re: Feels like just medical surgery not loss of a baby
It breaks my heart to hear that you’ve been through a corneal ectopic. Having been in a similar situation, I can relate to the feelings of both the traumatic event which it was and the gratitude for being able to see it from the other side. It is a rare form of ectopics and it will be important to give yourself time to heal physically and emotionally from this ordeal.
As you note, it’s common to focus on the medical procedure element of the ectopic pregnancy, as tends to be the most urgent and most visible element from which you will recover. However, over these next weeks and months, it’s so important to give yourself time to recover emotionally. There will be good days and not-so-good days, and all of this is normal.
For me, I found that writing in a journal did help to process the many elements. I found myself recalling elements of the hospital and recovery, and I found myself thinking about the family and friends who reached out with kind words. It helped me to get the words out of my head, and to eventually share with my partner and close friends.
There is no right timeline for recovery as we are each so unique. Please know that we are hear for you anytime - to ask questions, to share or just to vent.
With good wishes,
Michele
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Re: Feels like just medical surgery not loss of a baby
I posted earlier this evening about PTSD. What I wanted to tell you was, this is an extremely traumatic event and should be understood as such. It isn't just that you're sad that you lost your baby. It's also that your life was threatened. On top of that. It is unbelievable to me that women are not routinely asked about this because it has taken me a year of fighting a GP who kept insisting I should just take some anti depressants and shut up. I wanted to tell you- how you are feeling is a totally logical response to a trauma like this. People always feel this way. Normally, and hopefully, it will start to fade in time. If it doesn't, (and you are very early yet, it doesn't go away overnight for anyone) but if after some time you don't feel you are getting back to normal, try to access counselling. I know how hard it can be to get someone to take you seriously but you have the right.
I also hope to get it together enough to sue the NHS, I have spoken to a solicitor and they say I will win, but I find it very hard to talk about it all so I haven't been able to pursue it yet. But hearing your story makes me even more determined. We pay 50% of the taxes in this country and I can't believe women are still receiving such inadequate treatment. I think in cases where we have not been well treated we should all sue them, otherwise women will keep suffering and dying.
Good luck my sister. I know how you feel. I do think it will get better. We are all here for you and wishing you well xxx
Re: Feels like just medical surgery not loss of a baby
Thankyou for your message yes it was horrific and def shouldn't be happening my partner was so angry as I was taken into surgery he actually went and made a complaint to the hospitalsurgeon team pals.... hey have 30 days to investigate and give us answers. My surgeon/consultant already said to me personally my case seneario will be used to set up more learning and trying across he teams that were involved in my care.... that's the least that should be done. They have admitted fault and in a result I nearly lost my life..... I've got my follow up app with consaultant this morning so might find out a bit more then. X
Re: Feels like just medical surgery not loss of a baby
Just wanted to share and hope you're doing ok. X