29th December 2016 found out I was pregnant! So much was going through my mind as I have a 1 year old and me and my partner haven't been getting on great. Anyway that soon passes and we're excited then 7th January I noticed some brownish discharge I just thought I won't panic the next day it was quite pinkish so I rang my midwife although I haven't seen her yet they referred me to the epu they done a speculum everything looked fine they done a test that was positive they took blood hcg which k had to wait for the results and to go back in 2 days for them to repeat them. Tuesday and I notice blood now, wednesday I go back for more blood my hcg was 1600.. They tell me to ring at the night time for my second lot of results but they wernt ready I was in huge pain worse than labour could not move. Thursday comes and I'm bleeding more I give up ringing the hospital for my results 6pm I went to the toilet and I knew I had miscarried in my pad was 'my baby' I was distraught it was so scary I was heartbroken. I rang the hospital Friday to tell them they were confused as my results went up to 2090. They wanted me to go into a&e to wait for a doctor to see me, after hours on end waiting they done a speculum and cervix was closed they then done more blood and booked me in for a scan for the Monday 16th January.. Monday comes and was horrible waiting for my scan with tears down my face knowing what was going to be said.. Yes there was no baby there worst experience ever heartbroken
I then had to go back up to epu they took more blood and it had rose again to nearly 3000! They said I would have to have an operation next morning so I go in Tuesday 17th getting ready for the operation all he doctors coming to speak to me and the consultant I then tell them about my baby came out of me and that I'm confused as the whole thing did come out of me I shown him the picture and he and the doctors were 100% sure that was the fetus.. They said I wouldn't need the op.. Moments later it still needed to happen I come out of recovery to be told I had an ectopic pregnancy it had ruptured and baby was in my tube my right tube had to be taken away. This all has been way too much for me it sounds like I would have been having twins I came out of hospital a week ago today and only just feeling a bit letter as I've been in a [heck] of a lot of pain.. It emotionally hasn't hit me quiet yet I did never ever think it would happen to me in a million years I'm so so scared about being pregnant again I'm no where near ready yet but it's a scary thought I also feel like it will never get better I feel like I won't be able to go back to my normal self and carry on doing my normal day to day things it's just awful it's such a sad time I suppose time will heal Thanks for reading my story x
