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Who was my baby?
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Who was my baby?
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Re: Who was my baby?
I am so sorry to hear of your ectopic pregnancy and loss,
I think you are right and not knowing anything about our babies is particularly hard.
Personally, I bought a charm for a bracelet with the birthstone of the month my baby would have been born as that's the only thing I did know and could control. Eleven years on and it's still one of my most precious pieces of jewellery. The good news is I added to it when my first baby was born.
There is nothing to stop you naming your baby, if gender is something that you are concerned about you could pick a gender neutral name.
You have been through such a lot in such a short space of time. When we experience ectopic pregnancy we are suddenly faced with a life threatening emergency and it's treatment, reduction in fertility, concerns about the future and the loss of our babies. Experiencing any one of these is an ordeal, putting them together is immense and your feelings are completely normal.
Above all be kind to yourself and allow time to grieve, to heal both physically and emotionally. You are absolutely entitled to remember your baby any way you wish.
Sending much love,
Karen x
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Re: Who was my baby?
I've had very similar thoughts, and part of the grieving process is grieving for what "could have been".
I love Karen's idea of a charm bracelet, but I ordered an "acknowledgement of life" certificate - I could have chosen a name, but instead put "baby [surname]" - that's what was right for me though.
I found it really helpful to have something physical to remember them by.
I'm so sorry for your loss. x
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People are asking me if there is any way the histology could mean that the hospital actually could tell me the gender. I am assuming this isn't possible and I am too embarrassed to ask?!
I know this seems like a minor thing but for some reason I seem to be obsessing over it!
Sorry for your losses too Stephy and Karen and thanks so much for replying to me.
Re: Who was my baby?
From what I've been told, they don't routinely test for gender (that would likely mean DNA testing at this point), any it is usually far too early to be able to tell from appearance alone.
Your baby will always be your little one, no matter the gender, and I like to believe they will know they were loved. x